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Can’t deny that i want you, but i’ll lie if i have to. Cause you don’t say you love me to your friends when they ask, even though we both know that you do. Take Care.

night of monday may 28, 2012.

memorial day so no school. it’s 1:25am at the moment. im baking cookies for math class, and then i have to do my recipe book, and paraphrase some english essays. just might pull an all nighter. i have to shower too.

today wasn’t bad, but it pales in comparison to the past couple days.

i have no hope for my ex and i, and that’s a good thing. my hope is gone, so now i can move on just that much more. i barely even care. i play scenarios in my head, and i don’t get jealous. simply put, i don’t care about him anymore. i guess id still be here for him if he ever needed anything, but only to an extent that doesn’t run so far. suppose there’s a care-o-meter. id say that a couple weeks ago, the meter was at about a 15% Now it’s at like 2%

i texted some other guy today. he doesnt have my number, though i have his, so i had to actually say who i was in the text, which i hate. he hasn’t replied yet, and im not sure if thats cause he intentionally chose not to or he was already in bed when i did. wouldn’t really care if he never replied, i honestly would kind of see it as his loss.